tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-416025006889323651.post485900779122713118..comments2023-06-18T08:10:05.901-05:00Comments on Dirty Little Secret: The day I knew that I was differentThe_Mrshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05643723185075342260noreply@blogger.comBlogger11125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-416025006889323651.post-3321977484185650032008-04-12T10:13:00.000-05:002008-04-12T10:13:00.000-05:00Accidentally this is second thing I have read/seen...Accidentally this is second thing I have read/seen about childhood. I have watched a short movie on Youtube (search it: "10 minutes by Ahmed Imamovic")<BR/>I hope this is a unique-particular event, not repetitive.<BR/>happiness for all.âşık meyhânihttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06835779715399578199noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-416025006889323651.post-48509581724398523082008-03-31T23:21:00.000-05:002008-03-31T23:21:00.000-05:00Awwww Sweeeetie....that was really well written......Awwww Sweeeetie....that was really well written....I am so sorry for your childhood....I hope writing will help you sort it all out. {{{{{hugs}}}}}Olga, the Traveling Brahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09086918302815822367noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-416025006889323651.post-74695826420470564472008-03-28T06:27:00.000-05:002008-03-28T06:27:00.000-05:00@buffy - Thanks for coming by and reading, Buffy. ...@buffy - Thanks for coming by and reading, Buffy. It's harder than I thought it would be to write this all down but at the same time, I feel like a weight has been lifted. Thanks again for coming by. <BR/><BR/>@greg - You're right about that... what doesn't kill us, makes us stronger.. I'm a firm believer in that. Everything happens for a reason and sometimes, it takes a little digging to find out what the reason is. Thanks for visiting and I hope you come back. <BR/><BR/>@robert - I hope so too... I hope so too... thank you my friend. <BR/><BR/>@jillian - I would be lying if I said I don't get angry anymore at this kind of stuff when I think about it... but I'm trying to get past that and onto the healing part. This stuff has been knawing at me for over 30 years now, and I want to dump it and get it out of my system.. although I wonder if it ever really leaves? <BR/><BR/>@mushy - Well thank you for stopping by. I'm glad you found me.. although this is the kind of depressing me, it's still me. :) I originally wanted to post daily for there's so much ... but like I told buffy.. it's a lot harder than I thought it would be. Thank you too for stopping by. I hope you visit again soon. <BR/><BR/>@fran - I know this may sound silly... but I'm afraid to talk to my father. When I was 34, I would still 'duck' whenever he walked behind me because I was still (I'm ashamed to admit this, actually) afraid he'd hit me in the back of my head. He used to hit me so hard there, that it would make my glasses fly off the front of my face... I'm just now at almost 40, getting to the point that I'm not scared of him. Pretty sad, eh? To be scared of your dad?<BR/><BR/>@earthlingorgeous - Thanks for the hugs, dear.... I know I could use them! ((hugs back))<BR/><BR/>@david - Wow. Austrailia? How're things on your little piece of the Earth? :) Thanks for coming by... I hope you'll come back and visit. The more perspectives I can get on this whole ugly thing, the better I think it will be. I'll have to thank Mushy for telling people about my small spot here. :) And thank you David, for your too kind words!The_Mrshttps://www.blogger.com/profile/05643723185075342260noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-416025006889323651.post-66728968073308013232008-03-28T00:58:00.000-05:002008-03-28T00:58:00.000-05:00G'day from Australia,Mushy (of Mushy's Moochings) ...G'day from Australia,<BR/><BR/>Mushy (of Mushy's Moochings) told me to come and check out your blog.<BR/><BR/>Some great posts here.<BR/><BR/>You have a very compelling writing style - you can count me in as a fan.david mcmahonhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/18009095220051075552noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-416025006889323651.post-71108235606084401832008-03-27T13:09:00.000-05:002008-03-27T13:09:00.000-05:00Wow... this is very deep... (((hugs))) I'm glad to...Wow... this is very deep... (((hugs))) <BR/><BR/>I'm glad to know you, I feel you are such a wonderful person.<BR/><BR/>Thanks for sharing your life(((hugs)))earthlingorgeoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12065271316820736613noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-416025006889323651.post-65055279963580785972008-03-27T12:39:00.000-05:002008-03-27T12:39:00.000-05:00Have you talked to your father ? I feel our genera...Have you talked to your father ? <BR/>I feel our generations have to deal with the fact to be the oldest.<BR/>That sucked, it's unjust.<BR/>Take Care<BR/>FranFranhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09607298824843401936noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-416025006889323651.post-39611445142154521682008-03-27T07:18:00.000-05:002008-03-27T07:18:00.000-05:00I am so glad you dropped by my dear, otherwise I w...I am so glad you dropped by my dear, otherwise I would never have read this post, and that would have been a shame.<BR/><BR/>I am so sorry, but glad you have broken the chain of pain.<BR/><BR/>Please come back...'cause I will!fuzzbert_1999@yahoo.comhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/08523386203834736598noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-416025006889323651.post-34736307882407663872008-03-25T21:40:00.000-05:002008-03-25T21:40:00.000-05:00That was awful, I couldn't help but get angry.That was awful, I couldn't help but get angry.Jillianhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09332366551719160397noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-416025006889323651.post-38555002457793290002008-03-25T19:46:00.000-05:002008-03-25T19:46:00.000-05:00That's a heavy burden.. and all to familiar...I ho...That's a heavy burden.. and all to familiar...I hope getting it out helps in some wayAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-416025006889323651.post-12819621327439879802008-03-25T08:13:00.000-05:002008-03-25T08:13:00.000-05:00Peace to you, Mrs. This blog will bring you that,...Peace to you, Mrs. This blog will bring you that, I hope, and some power, too. <BR/><BR/>What a shame to grow up thinking this is how children are treated.<BR/><BR/>Kudos for remembering and double for sharing your memories here. What doesn't kill us makes us stronger.Greghttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14337889899066280559noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-416025006889323651.post-82214990954723535792008-03-25T00:13:00.000-05:002008-03-25T00:13:00.000-05:00I'm saddened to read of the pain you endured...lif...I'm saddened to read of the pain you endured...life for you as a child must have been heartbreaking (and at times body breaking!) I'm reading your posts daily and I hope that this blog helps you heal. (Pity we're not closer...sounds like ya need a hug!)Buffyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03997492926992816421noreply@blogger.com